Do I not feel the sense of urgency? I feel it, yet I don't feel it. Why? One moment I'm procrastinating, as cool as a cucumber, the next I'm jittery and anxious. Are my work habits going down the drain? The once hard working 'complete-it-all-in-a-day' to the slack 'wait-another-day', what is going on? My friends do that, my friends are slackers with their laziness and slipshod work habits. I don't want to be one of them as that would mean I am failing myself. Am I really failing myself or is this just a phase that will pass?
Exams are in a month and I am not worried. I should be, but I'm not. Should I be concerned? I feel as if I were much more hard working last year compared to the present. I don't strive to exceed my expectations and I am just fine with maintaining results. I don't even worry if I fail, what the fuck is going on? I NEED TO FUCKING KNOW!
Sigh.
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