Even if I don't get to talk to him, the sight of him is enough to brighten my day. I stare at him and think about how unaware of his surroundings he is, I look at the things he does and it makes me happy when I see him smile or laugh. I could do it for hours without getting bored.(maybe that's an exaggeration, haha)
Whenever he notices me, through my peripherals, I'm able to find him stealing glances at me, and he has no idea what that does to me. Every part of me just bubbles with excitement, and, in retrospect, it makes my nether regions bubble with excitement too.(if you catch my drift)
When I chatted with him on Friday night he asked why I always look so sad in class. It took me by surprise and I was secretly screaming with excitement in my mind. He notices these things? These things.. about ME? That is great.
Why do I look sad in class? No idea, maybe it's a subconscious feeling. Maybe it's because he's always occupied with his friends and I can never manage to talk to him alone.
And then there are random moments where I think back to the times when we have shared a laugh and it feels so magical. We really do have fun together.
I just want to know if this feeling flows both ways.
Edit: Just when I had ended this post, the song 'Good times, Bad times' by Led Zeppelin starts playing from my neighbours room. I rushed to the window as fast as I could and opened it, the muffled song becoming even more clear. I love it, the gush of wind that enters the room, feeling the coolness of it on my face as I tapped and sang to the song. Led Zeppelin is so good.
About 5 days ago I was trying to sleep in this room but couldn't because the neighbour has his movie playing at max volume. I was so angry with him/her. Funny how things play out eh?
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