I have made friends

Today we had to go to the lab for chemistry and I found out that my lab partner is Khairul. I've been wanting to talk to him for quite some time but I just never got the courage to, till today. When we found out we were lab partners, it was kind of awkward and we assured ourselves that we would get along, and we did! It was so fun talking to him and getting to know him better, he's a loud and energetic guy so he intimidates me since I'm the almost the opposite(depending on the situation). We kept making dirty jokes about the apparatus and couldn't stop talking. He mimicked the way the teacher said "Suck up all the gas." to which I replied "I think she had a stroke." and we couldn't contain ourselves, the way he said "suck up" was too funny.

During the lesson though, this girl called Xiumin sat next to me and she kept making creep faces at people. I was looking and her and I told her she's creepy and she looked in my direction and said, "Stop being so pretty." I thought she was talking to Khairul so I ignored her and Khairul said, "I'm sorry I can't help it." and she's like, "EW IN YOUR DREAMS!" And I asked her, "Are you talking to me?" and she said yes.

I found that really weird, it's such a strange way to compliment someone, and we barely know each other. I told her, "I thought you were talking to him, I mean, he's hot!" and she shook her head, "Him? Hot?" but yeah it's just small talk.

Then when we were going back to class she asked me questions on my heritage and exclaimed, "OH MY GOD, AMERICAN? AND YOU HAVE THE ACCENT TOO! WOW! SO COOL!" and asked, "Are you rich?" Everything was so awkward.

Yeah, I don't see us becoming close. I could tell that she was only interested in me because of the fact that I'm mixed, which isn't a big deal? If anyone likes me just because of things that are out of my control, such as wealth or my race, I don't want anything to do with them. I hate dealing with simple minded people that only care about material things. Eat a dick. She's fake too.

I've made friends though, like Jannah from literature. Literature classes are so fun, you have to act out the play and the script. I like making commentary when people are performing, since their acting is so bad. Haha. Hey I'm pretty damn good at acting.

Also, today Bryan said hi to me for the first time in.. How many months? 2 and a half? Three? Well, I'm glad things between us are fine, this time I'll be more cautious with him though, I'm not gonna get too close. He's alright as a friend but go no further than that. He goes to people when he needs their help, oh well. I hope he feels guilty for shutting out all his friends. I think the reason why he said hi to me was because we played LoL together on Saturday, I was surprised that he didn't ignore me while

voice chatting. It is a great feeling to be able to know that we're friends again, it really is. I am jubilant. 

Guess I can't hold a grudge against him anymore! :) i tried not to but after what happened today I know for sure that I can "LET IT GOOOOOO, LET IT GOOOOO!" By the way, Frozen is the worst movie I've ever seen. (Exaggerated, but still bad.)