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I don't know what I've been feeling the past week. I feel like I harbour a burning rage inside, fuelled by the daily grind that I'm still getting used to. I don't even know what I'm supposed to get used to since class is the same as last year's, but the pressure and stress that has been placed upon me is too much for me to handle at once at the moment. I feel like I could break down any time, or unleash my rage at anyone who dares cometh near me. I've been so sensitive lately and my mood changes a lot (not PMS I swear). I get agitated by even the littlest of things. I've been crying a lot lately for many different reasons, stupid reasons and sensible ones. I feel threatened or attacked when someone criticises me even if it's done without harm. I feel so many different things but it's mainly stress, pressure, anxiety, tension and the worst, exhaustion. All I'm doing is suppressing my feelings as if I'm forcing them under a chloroform doused cloth, with the hope of their suffocation ending my misery. But it's not that simple, and it won't go away for long. I am exhausted. Right now, I hope I can go to sleep and not have to wake up.