INTERESTING

I ended a toxic friendship with my best friend recently. It took a lot of courage to do that because we shared so many memories and I opened my heart up to her, and she did the same. I've been better for a while now, but when I'm alone I think about her and I can't seem to break away from the bond that we had. My heart wants me to go back, but my mind and my gut tell me not to. I know it's for the best that we stay apart, but it hurts so much. I miss her and I love her.

I couldn't stop myself from looking at her. It felt unnatural to not acknowledge her presence. Having to do that the whole night was a constant reminder beating at me that everything's over... and it makes me sad.