I've lost myself, and yet, I haven't.
Wow, so philosophical and deep with these contradictory, self-perceived, punchy phrases. Who am I, Lang Leav? Ha! Or worse: Tumblr poets. Oh, god, not them!
Why did I decide to write this random thing? Well, I was looking back at my old posts (when do I not do this?) and I came across one that I wrote at the beginning of JC.
1) Work Hard
2) Be Humble
I forgot the rest, but it's something along these lines. I've changed a lot especially with my attitude towards studying, but while I can lament over what I've lost, I do say that I'm accepting of this changed version of "me." More on this later when my A Levels are done, of course.
Why do I say that I've lost myself but at the same time, I haven't? Well, I generally do think that I'm a consistent character, with consistent values and beliefs which have stuck with me throughout my journey. I've had no major personality change, only minor ones because I know who I am and most of the time I know what I want.
Anyway, more on this some other time.
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