Appreciate the silence in this noisy world - UPDATED

Sometimes, you just gotta enjoy the silence of this noisy world. Although this has no relation to the post.

Go for a walk, clear your head. Stop over thinking.

Stop slamming the fucking doors in the house.

Stop telling others your sob stories over and over again for the drama and attention, fuck you and your emotional roller coaster. It gets tiring. You're constantly sad and you bring the people around you down as well. You're a drag.

I had a friend who would be sad most of the time, telling me about all her troubles and drama and boys all the fucking time. After a while I couldn't be bothered helping her because she'd always inflict the pain and emotions upon herself. If I give you advice and you don't take it, that's your problem, that's the only thing I can do to help.

There's this other girl who keeps asking me whether people are talking behind her back. Despite the many times where I've told her to not care, she doesn't listen and continues asking me for help. My god. It's hard to feel compassion if you keep falling into the same hole.

Stop with the fucking sob stories. I'm sick of being the punching bag for people who aren't even remotely close to me. I try to help because I feel bad if I don't, but at least not come back to me again with the same problem.

This describes everything perfectly well.

"OH MY GOD! Oh I hate being tangled up in other people’s emotion. I tried to avoid it all my life but it always happens to me. Always!"

I also put the clip here because an angry Tom is so incredibly, confusingly sexy and arousing. Damn, BDSM with him would be breathtaking since he can act so well.

This post is more of a rant, for me to vent my frustrations into something harmless like writing on my blog. I tend to feel down in the morning and at night, usually when it's dark and lonely. It's so easy to pinpoint the flaws and the things that make me unhappy during those times. What to do? At least I'm not hurting anyone. (Except maybe the people who read this blog.)